July 30th 2010

I'm a hypocrite. no excuses, no denying it. i'm a hypocrite.

i woke up at around 11:30, took a shower, crept the intarwebz, and waited for jordie to come over. she came over at around 3 and we just hung out, talked, ichatted with this kid name raj (who swears that if you're canadian you are more likely to have a boyfriend.), took ray and dolce for a walk, and had lunch.

we headed to sannas house at around 7, and when we got there nicole, james, sanna, megan (BFF from grade 4-reunited and it feels so goood), brandon, ryan, and ben.c we're there. we just hung out outside, and were listening to music. i decided to go against what i said before and drink... why? WHY did i do that?

a game of beerpong happened, and 3 shots later i decided to steal some of brandons boozes. Brandon, if you're reading this, i'm sorry, and i will replenish you ASAP. LOVE YOUUU.

by the end of the night i think i had half a mickey to myself.. not a good idea for a lightweight like myself.

alana brought a massive group of people, and a little get together turned into a grade party. after some dancing, gossiping, picture taking, and hugs i decided it was about time i vomit. i remember sitting in the bathroom with tanis and deyell and just vomitting, and them cheering me on. after that, anything i did made me feel completely disgusting. i could feel myself about to ralph at any moment.

the large group of people that showed up, left and we were back to the original group. i went and sat in the bathroom and just waited for myself to vomit, but only bile was coming out. maybe i should've had some dinner. everyone decided to go swimming but deyell and jordie stayed behind with me and helped me out. i love them. me and jordie ate cheese and crackers (which i couldn't taste so i find my portions with ruby), and pineapple (which i also couldn't eat so i feed it to ruby aswell..that dog was livin the life)

funny lines from the night:

" yeah i'd love some cheese, thanks. yeah that's great, thank you."

" could you ask deyell to make me a steak? "

" NEVER THOUGH OUR GROUP OF FRIENDS WOULD FIIIIGHT" to the tune of "i'm on a boat." - the part that's like "never thought i'd be on a boat."

"You're so scene" to the tune of "i'm so hard" by rhinna? yes? her? i have no idea.

"you know what gives pabst its flavour? hipster tears. and you know how they get the tears? by playing them a video of their lives. that or making them listen to their own music."

RIGHT i forgot to mention. ryan and brandon got into a fight! this is what i heard: ryan and brandon and ben were dancing, ryan tripped brandon, brandon hit ryan in the head with a tv remote 5 times and then punched him in the jaw. after that they were just fighting in the kitchen. i got most of it on film, they're gonna look back on it and laugh. i honestly couldn't believe it.

found out that my ex is in the hospital but they have no idea why.. i really don't know what to make of it. it's all very strange. ldskgjdslk

overall: good night..just wish i didn't drink so much. THIS time i'm being honest when i say i'm not going to drink for a long time. I SWEAR. no.. trust me...i SWEAAAARRR.

July 29th 2010

lazy summer days indeed.

i woke up at around 7:30 with the overwhelming desire to vomit. instead, i laid in bed thinking about billy joel, and how badly i want to marry him. i mean he's 61 years old, but age is just a number...right? this still wasn't distracting me from needing to ralph so i decided to turn on the tv. i watched an episode of MTV live, and then an episode of the show, IMPACT. it was about the G20 protests in toronto. i never really knew the whole story, and the short documentary about it was actually super cool. but then i fell asleep..ha.

i then woke up at what seemed like 10, and saw georgia sitting in the chair next to the coach i was sleeping on, and decided to ignore her and go back to sleep. don't get me wrong, i love georgia, but if i got up, i swear i would've hurled everywhere. i just realized how many times i've talked about vomiting in this one entry.. it's disgusting, i apologize. so then georgia woke me up at 11:30 when she had to leave, and i said goodbye and got myself some breakfast, and watched an episode of gilmore girls.

then i got onto skype and had a skype call with one of my friends from last summer (JD) who i missed terribly. dat wuz funnn. lawl. i basically spent the rest of the day watching tv. my god there's a lot on during the summer. once it's winter, and you're sick, and have to stay home from school there's NOTHING on tv. but when it's sunny, and kids are playing, and people are socializing the variety of television programing is endless. damn you mtv.

my mom came home, and we chit chatted, ordered food, and watched Jersey Shore and Big Brother. Then i worked out a bit, and now here i am back on the computer. it was a decent day. tomorrow will be better.

parrtttyyy at sannas :)

July 28th 2010

yes i realize today is the 29th, but i didn't have time to write my entry for yesterdays when it was yesterday because i didn't get home till about 1am.

OKAY SO, yesterday i basically just sat around the house, counting down the hours till 2:23pm (that's when i had to leave to go catch the bus.) Me, georgia, jordie, madi, and brandon decided to go to english bay to watch the Mexico fireworks. we bused over, got some starbucks and lunch, and sat on the beach and played a bunch of card games. jordie, madi, and brandon took a picture with a snake- i did not approve. In fact, that night i had a dream about snakes...i blame them.

we started drinking at around 7:30..okay correction...I started drinking at around 7:30. yeah not the best move on behalf. i was drunk by 8:15, and hammered by 8:30. apparently i kept passing out in brandons lap, and running into mailboxes. luckily jordie was equally as drunk as me or else i don't know what i would've done. i honestly can't remember multiple bits from last night, but i do remember i had fun. that's all that matters right? i know i'm not going to drink for awhile.. even though i planned to friday and saturday. yeah uhh NOT GONNA HAPPEN.

reasons why i'm not going to drink for a long time:

1) too many calories.

2) i feel like a retard when i hear about all the fucked up things i did. (like steal brandons drivers license and put it down my shirt. yeah..why?)

3) i hate the taste

4) i like watching other drunk people while i'm sober...it's funnnaaay.

we all had dares set out for us that night. madi-get a guys number. me and jordie- get a new facebook friend. georgia- kiss a boy. brandon- go up to a random person and ask "where da party at." none of us did these. except jordie, but they were guiiiiddooosss, and she got some guy's number on the bus too but they were talking about how they were high on cocaine on canada day so who really knows what kind of people they are... hahahah.oh and brandon did his, except he was the only sober person that night so he did his in the day when we were also all sober. he went up to some random man playing catch with his child, it was hilarious. our bus trek back was LONG- 2 and a half hours total. georgia came over for a sleepover and we walked through the trail that connects parkgate to my house. i was pretty scared a bear was going to pop out of the bush and maul us, but we made it home in one piece.

after enjoying a midnight snack of crackers and cheese, me and georgia decided to call it a night.

overall: gooood day, good day indeed.

i'm niki mohrdar

i'm going to be blogging everyday for a year..

let's see how this goes.