September 19th 2010

sick days, sick days, sicky, sicky, sick days!

i accomplished my goal..kinda. i woke up at 9, watched the second half to the movie (which was kinda really stupid in case you were wondering), and then fell back asleep till around 1! then i did some homework and tried to go back to bed until my mom came home with company.

now, mother, please don't ever come home with company again if i haven't showered for four days and i'm feeling like a fat man has sat on me for a couple weeks. thanks!

they made me soup though, which was nice! i basically spent the day lazying around.

it was weird not having big brother on..i can't say i cared for it too much... miss you big bro...miss you.

September 18th 2010

the one day i get to sleep in and i have to wake up to go to my grandparents house...

did i mention that i also feel sickly? well.. i do. i feel like my entire body was brutally beaten and then left to suffer...slowly.

went to my grandparents, had lunch, and then my mom wanted to drag me around to run some errands. she saw how gross i was feeling though, and dropped me off at home. i watched the first half of the movie "letters to juliet" and then fell asleep.

after, me, nicole and jordie went to see the movie Easy A. SOO funny. i loved it. anyone who says it sucked is stupid and they themselves "suck". also, jordie sucks cause jugo juice is pronounced JUG-O. kay? kay.

came back home, watched SALT with my mom (which by the way IS NOT GOOD. it just is soo unrealistic.) and then went back to bed because i still felt sick. goal: sleep in till 1pm.

September 17th 2010

friday, friday, friday, i long for your arrival. you're what i count down to.

started off the day with a spare. you would think i would sleep in but NOPE! instead i came to school and finished up my english homework. the computers at our school DON'T work. like actually, they just do not work. i hate them with every bone in my body. chane and lyndsey were talking about university applications. it got me soo nervous. i cannot handle applying to university. i know i'm not going to get in and all my friends are and i'm going to end up at like..god knows where. sprott shaw? gkgjdslkgjds i can't handle even thinking about it! it freaks me the fuck out.

after we had english, boring as usual. i feel like everything she asks is aimed towards 12 year olds and it shocks me that some people don't know this. like..we've done it EVERY FUCKING YEAR. i can't handle how stupid some people in our grade are. we had a fire drill, sucked cause it was cold.

we had business after and for some reason i just couldnt focus AT ALL. love that class though. love henderson. lalalallalove.

at lunch i just ran around getting everyone to sign up for big white. SO STOKED.

comp civ..almost fell asleep AGAIN. she assigned this stupid project that sounds like something i'd do in grade 2...it's ridiculous. thank god schools on the east coast accept this shit class.

after school i just hung out with georgia for awhile and then went vancouver comedy festival with my mom. the first comedian was funny (except for his intro which actually repulsed me), and the second comment SUCKED. i didn't even crack a smile the entire time. but people around me were hysterically laughing. he was just making cliched jokes about asians that weren't funny....nice try my friend.i lost ALL respect for anyone who laughed at him.

after that was my moms friend who went on who just made racist jokes towards brown people. once again, i don't find racist humour funny. he left early

he actually said "you guys don't think i'm funny, bye."

it was kinda pathetic.

i came home and slept. i've been sleeping so much. DEATH BY SCHOOL.

September 16th 2010

shortened days make my life.

period one: bio. mrs.klausen told us her eggo was preggo. AHH so exciting. that's basically all we talked about all class. her weird eating habits, her emotions, how her parents reacted, how her husband reacted. it made me realize: i'm fucking terrified of pregnancy. CONDOMS FTW.

period two:writing. had a sub who had no idea what the fuck she was doing. I CAN'T HANDLE SUBS OKAY? THERE ARE SOME CLASSES YOU CAN'T HAVE SUBS IN AND APPARENTLY IN GRADE 12, IT'S LIKE...EVERY CLASS. SO SUBS, JUST GTFO AND TEACHERS JUST UN-GTFO. we just had a quiz and then class/life was over.

period three: geo. we had ANOTHER geo quiz (because one per week is just not enough), took down more notes, and then got assigned a lab. you know what's great? having a lot of homework and quizzes on a topic you could careless about. like i don't give a single fuck about physically geography.

period four: history. he just told us stories and we had a "lockdown" drill. i got pulled out of class early cause grad council had to fill up waterballons. a task that seems simple in hind sight but is actually pretty difficult. we managed to fill them all up and then CLASS afternoon began

i was a pod leader with deyell and we lead our little grade eights from station to station. at the end of that we had a grade 12 panel talk to them about our highschool experiences (what we liked, what we learned, etc.) i was one of them and i basically just talked about going in for help, cause now that i think about it, that's basically what got me good grades, getting help from teachers (outside of class, of course.) i probably wouldn't do so great in highschool if it wasn't for tutors and such. woo!

the fun commenced after that. even though it was pure chaos i have to give julian, kyle, and richard props. it's not easy to run a group of around 80 12th grades and like 100 8th graders.. so even though people were whining like little bitches about how "this is so unorganized" and "wtf am i suppose to do." i think they personally did a great job and i didnt see ANYBODY else trying to help out so shut up. i had fun. made the best out of a situation. i honestly think some people don't do that. i can't handle people who complain a lot, and some people have been A LOT lately...you're annoying.

i watched the three legged race and fell in love with georgia's partner. decided we're gonna get married. have some children. it's gonna be SWELL.

then they threw water balloons at us, and we ate burgers and talked about grad wear. it was nice. better than our bbq we had when we were in grade 8!

headed back home, was disappointed to find out that i had ALREADY seen the ep of jersey shore that was playing and also became deeply depressed when the realization that big brother was over truly hit me. i just tumblr'd it up and then went to bed at ten because i was crazy tired.

moral of the day: grade eights wear me out...especially one ;)

September 15th 2010

stoked on getting signatures for big white. SO FUCKING PUMMMPED.

period one: business. we played this game where we each got a bag with a random toy from the dollar store and had to keep trading up. i started with the STUPIDEST plastic toy game and ended up with the coolest pair of shades. i was pretty proud, not gonna lie.

period two: SPARE. no grad trans. just spent the entire time doing writing homework with my other spare buddies.

period three: english. boring, as usual. i had to go talk to the class about the 8/12 BBQ and CLASS afternoon and they actually FREAKED OUT. our grade is not kind when it comes to volunteering...

lunch: getting people to sign the big white form and 8/12 bbq meeting. found out we get free pizza. fuck.yes.

period eight: k this class is boring. i get that it's an easy A, but i've fallen asleep almost every class now. i like what we're learning but i cant handle HOW we're learning it. YAWNZZ.

went home, spent three hours on my history essay ( i'm nervous about getting it back...my god), watched the real world, and then waited for my mom to get home with shakiel (my moms bosses son) to watch the big brother finale. as usual i got suuuper into it and for the second year in a row, someone i actually really liked won! hayden :). woohoo! my boyfriend. so happy. headed to bed RIGHT after. too exhausted to even care.

September 14th 2010

i somehow mixed the 13th and the 14th and made them into one medley... i don't really care. do you? no. okay. didn't think so. moving on.

September 13th 2010

woke up, still feeling extremely exhausted. i need at least two weeks of sleep, a weekend just won't do.

period one: geo. had some stupid quiz, answered some stupid questions, and realized how truly stupid this class is. is it designed for a fourth grader? who would ever want to go into this field? it seems like the most boring thing ever. i mean, i guess if you're interested in things like this it would appeal to you, but this is certainly not my genre of academic success.

period two:bio. um hi sub that i hate. you're the worst sub ever. bio is one of those classes where you just CAN'T have a sub. the teacher has to know what the fuck they're talking about or they just cannot teach the class. the lady spoke as though we were all receiving private massages and she was talking to us all individually in the most relaxing tone known to man. her and this kid in my class kept bouncing "nerd jokes" off each-other and it just really didn't work out. she was just not funny. it was bad. best quote ever though: me and jordie were discussing organic matter and out of nowhere nicole just says "like..imagine you could never tell a lie." me and jordie just both BURST into uncontrollable laughter. she just exclaimed it as though we had been talking about it for ages and it was so relevant to our topic. hahahaha best moment of my life.

period three: writing. kay can we write speeches now? thank you. we just took notes on tips for writing a speech. i'd like to apply that now. i'm probably going to regret saying that at some point in the future...oh well.

lunch: went from computer, to computer, to computer trying to print off history notes. i did not succed. the school need new computers- end of story.

period four: history. let's just stress niki out for 80 minutes: is what they should rename this class. love the content, don't have the brainpower for all the work. god save mii soul.

after school me and georgia took the longest bus ride ever over to cactus club for the big white meeting. on this bus ride, a tall fellow got VERY mad at me for trying to get off the bus at the wrong time. i'm sorry tall gentleman, i know i just offended your mother, sister, three cousins, and dog but i just really wanted to get off the bus!

anyways, the meeting just got me sooo excited for big white. we NEED to get 80 people to sign up. it's actually going to be the best time of my life. plus i get to go for free and get $400 ... PRETTY FUCKING AWESOME IF YOU ASK ME/ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. anyways, me and julian are responsible for that now so hopefully he also pulls his weight.

my mom came and picked us up. headed back home, got a bit of my history essay done and then spent three hours in front of the tv. one tree hill, life unexpected, and teen mom. BAM. so epic. then headed to bed.

what a day...

September 12th 2010

monday, monday, monday. get out of my life. i need you to sleep! i need to be well rested, and have ample time to get ready, eat breakfast. but NO! you come at me with such a hustle and bustle there's hardly anytime to do anything i desire.

period one: english. boringness. just read and took notes. alana got moved in out of our group because she had neck issues. nothing thrilling in this classes happened.

period two:business. we all got vouchers and got to buy doughnuts with them if we had enough money. i did at first but honestly, i don't like doughnuts. judge me all you want but i'm not toooo found of them. they're pretty delicious when you're enjoying them with an ice cap, but i dont really like them that much. CALL ME CRAZY.

period three: gradtrans. just got assigned another project about life outside of highschool. just making me more and more nervous about applying to schools and making me realize that i'll never be able to get into any schools i want to go to cause i'm a dumbass who spends her time blogging.

lunch: grad council meeting. some people are stupid, and just joke around to try and get everyone to laugh. let's face it, you're not funny. so shut the fuck up and actually help us organize something. we organized grade 8/12 bbq and decided that me and julian would be reps for the big white trip! woo!

period four: compciv. played a game of telephone then went into groups to talk about myths regarding creation of mankind. this class could be made so fun if our teacher wasn't such a snoozefest. i always feel like i'm going to fall asleep. whatever, easy A. LIKE THE MOVIE. LAWL.

came home, studied it up for geography and began a bit of my history essay. watched some gossip girl and this new show called life of jenks or is it world of jenks? i can't remember. either way, it's super good. i wish i could do something like that. basically he spends a month? a week? i don't know, a certain amount of time, in the shoes of someone else. the one i watched, he lived the life of a rapper. it was really good. love the fall tv. hate what comes with it. SCHOOL. tried to go to bed early...kinda worked out. fuckyougrade12.

September 11th 2010

september 11th. let's all be depressed. i know, it's a really sad day. but honestly, it's also very sad that nothing happy is allowed to happen on this day. it's a tragedy, i understand that. believe me, i understand the disaster better than most but i also don't really understand why we also can't celebrate how far we've come.

ALSO, americans piss me off. i can't even begin to fathom how unjust it is that they're not building a mosc next to where the twin towers use to be because of the fact that they threatened to burn the koran...that's DISGUSTING.

ANYWAYS: enough about that. i woke up and kicked jordie out of my house cause i was just so tired of her shiat. lawl jk. anyways after jordie left,and my mom decided i could drive out of our parking lot since i finally have my L. i drove for about 25 seconds and then i started to turn and realized oh loljk i'm not turning i'm just going straight. my mom kept yelling "TURN. TURN. TURN." and then once i started getting really close to the cement pillar she yelled "BRAKE BRAKE BRAKE." i accidently put my foot on accelirate, and then last minute braked. i stopped about 2cm away from a cement pillar. my mom got mad so i decided to drive another day..maybe..if i get feel confident about it again. it's terrifying.

i went to my grandparents house and had lunch. they invited some chick they're related to, so i guess i'm also somehow related to her, but i had no idea who she was so i was silent for the most part. after lunch i felt incredibly tired so i took an hour nap in their guest bedroom..aka on the comfiest bed in the entire world (georgia, you know what i'm talking a booot!). went back home, and waited awhile for plans to finally fall through.

i ended up going to madis with brandon, taylor, and sanna. we just hung out and talked. it was nice for such a rainy day! went back home, was DYING of being so tired so i went to bed after like half an hour.

sunday homework day. not looking forward to it.

September 10th 2010

FRIDAY. I MISSED THE SOUND OF YOU. IT'S EVER SO LOVELY.

period one: writing. i'm sooososoosos excited for this class. i just want it to START and for us to stop talking about what we're going to do all year and just DO IT. it's gonna be amazing.

period two: geo. ew. ew. EW. i'm already done with this class. it's so boring. we already have a quiz and like 2000 sheets of homework.i hate this class. i may drop this class, or bio. it's nasty. we had to take our grade pictures in the middle of it. too bad these pictures don't even count since we're taking grad pictures. usually it's tradition to dress up and do something silly in these photos but this year we weren't allowed to. FUCKYOU.

period three: bio. it confuses me already. i didnt get it ALL during class but now i get it more but i feel like i wont get it at all later. it's boring. not interested in it. yawn.

lunch: spent the ENTIRE lunch printing out my history notes. uh thanks school library for being so fucking slow. i printed SOO much that our school printer ran out of paper. oh history..how i'm not excited for you.

period four: History. we watched a slide show and i took notes. nobody else besides madi did. keenersforlife? soo so so sosoososos much homework in that class. kill me now. it's interesting but i mean..TOO MUCH WORK.

went home avec jordie and we just hung out and ate food until we found out sam was having people over. carmen picked us up and we headed over. guess who was there? BEN LAWTON. YAY. MY BFF. ew. he disgusts me. his theory on why i broke up with him is cause "i spent 10 days in a room with four girls so.." YEAH I'M A LESBIAN NOW. I LOVE THE VAG. i got so mad when i heard that. carmen said it looked like i was about to punch someone in the face..hahahah she called me N-wow. hahahah love it.

basically the rest of the night consisted of making fun of drunk people cause we were sober. why were the grads there? i dont even know. ben kept talking about me the entire night. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. I DONT LIKE YOU. I HAVENT FOR AWHILE. HDSLGSDHGJDKS. SO ANNOYING. he disgusts me.

anyways, headed back home and had jordie sleepovaa. decent day was decent.

September 9th 2010

day2. literally.

period one:grad trans. basically a class to stress everyone the fuck out. what courses are you taking? do you have enough credits? does it say that you have all your mandatory courses? BLAH BLAH BLAH. as my bff ke$ha would say. after a morning of pulling out my hair...

period two: english. what ever changes in english? same old, same old. we had an assembly in the middle of it to talk about the "responsibilities of being a 12th grader". pretty official, i know. our principal hashylashy also touched on how "un- classy" our grad prank was. paah...it's WINDOW MARKERS. SHUT UP. WE'RE CLASSY. sat next to alana, jordie, madi, chane, and jen spense.

period three: business. my teacher didn't even recognize me because of my new hair. COOL. i only saw you every single day last year because i had two classes with you. i love her though, she's my fave teacher. i think i'm going to loove this class. i already do. i sat next to nicole and jordie. sweet feet brothas.

lunch: had a meeting with grad council. discussed the bbq. argued about what color super store is... love you grad council.

period four: comp civ. what an easy ass class. she actually gave us a ten minute break in the middle of it. for kicks. and she said she would every class..STOKED. she told us our first project is going to be painting rocks...HAHAHAH. im stoked.

i went home, did some homework, made a video, enjoyed dinner, big brother, and jersey shore. died after that-way too tired for school these days.

September 8th 2010

k kill me already please. i'm done with grade 12. GET ME OUT OF HERE.

waking up early was painful. i don't want to do it again, sorry. no can do.

got to school, went to home room, got my locker, and nasty agenda.

my locker is right next to brandon, nicole, and georgia. and it's across from chane! so it's pretty awesome

also my first two digits in my combo are 1/51. SO i think it's amazing. yeah.

first period= bio. such a full class. 34 students. DAS NOT LEGAL YO. i sat next to erin, georgia, and nicole. we got shitty textbooks and did nothing for the rest of the class. i'm SUPER scared. it looks boring and hard and i'm not interested in either of those things. but i like my teacher a lot. i have klausen and even though she can't teach to save her life, she's hilarious. also, georgia got sick during this block and had to go home :( sorry george.

second period= writing. love it. soo excited for this class! i love giving speeches and i think it's something that i can hopefully do well in. i sat next to erin, and jordie and won a peice of choco during trivia. we had to go into groups and come up with a creative way of saying why we're in that class. ours was so lame. love it.

third period= geo. KILL ME NOW. i am in no way passionate about physical geography. who the fuck IS? oh i know, my geo teacher. it's so boring. we ALREADY have a map assignment due next class. i HATE map assignments. fuck me.

fourth period= history. um..hi grade 12 life. you're gonna suck. basically he told us that we're gonna get so much work, that eventually, work will be coming out of ears. i'm so nervous. i BETTER get a good mark. jdglksdjg i'm so scared. all the grade 12s from last year say it's hard. blaaah.

i came home, watched big brother with my mom and had dinner, watched real world, called georgia and caught her up on the day, and headed to bed. day 2..here i come.

September 7th 2010

first day of senior year! woohoo. woke up feeling disgusting, but i wasn't alone. jordie, sanna, madi, chane, and georgia all felt equally as gross...but didn't show it. hate them and their beauty.

we all headed down to the school for our 10:30 schedule recieval. ( yes i'm aware that recieval is not a word.)

i got

1- geo

2- bio

3- writing

4- history

5- business

6- grad trans

7- english

8- comp civ

my day one is HARDCORE and i'm bound to have numerous mental breakdowns, but oh well.

after that me and jordie went to icbc to attempt to get my L. on the bus ride this creepy exchange student was staring at me the entire time and now i see him EVERYWHERE i go. he's ultraaa creepy. i dislike it. it makes me squirm.

ANYWAYS, we finally made it to icbc, waited 15 minutes, and then my number was called.

i took the test

correct

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correct

incorrect

correct

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correct

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correct

incorrect

1 more incorrect and 28 correct later and i passed! wooho! i was SOOO SOO HAPPY. i was going to tell jordie i failed and then be all like JAYKAY but i couldn't hold in my joy and excitement. they made me take an eye test, passed that. woohoo for not being blind.

they also asked me REALLY weird questions which they apperantly don't ask others?

like if i regularly drink? if i've ever driven ilegaly? it was odd... it probs was cause i was wearing a GRAD 2011 shirt

made me look like a crazy gal

GOOD THING I HAD TO RETAKE MY PICTURE. WOOHOO. ALL TIRED AND NASTY. LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.

anyways, i bussed back home, ate some dinnar, and watched teen mom. this time my mother didn't join. so unfortunate. first day of actual school tomorrow. not ready. summer..miss ya.

September 6th 2010

Wake up. 3 texts about tonight. hit up the gym. one phone call and 4 texts about tonight. go back home to shower 3 phone calls and one text about tonight. watching dear john and cry to myself, 3 phone calls, ten texts, 2 facebook messages. straightening my hair, 2 texts and one phone call.

STRESS LEVELS ARE HIGH. oh by the way, dear john was adorable. i cried. i need to watch some non-sad movies. it was soo cute though. WHY CAN'T I JUST FALL IN LOVE WITH A VERY ATTRACTIVE/PERFECT MAN. WHY OH WHY?

after many preparations i headed over to michaels to buy stuff for our grad prank! wooo! all went well. we got tshirts and headed back home to do some decorating :)

madi, sanna, chane, jordie, nicole, and carmen all came over and made shirts. it was funnn :). we took pictures and talked about how crazy it was that we're GRADUATING this year. after, everyone left and it was down to me, nicole, and jordie. we pre drank at my house and then headed down to the school

the rest of the night..what do i even say. it basically consisted of running all around the cove hiding from the cops. it was good to see everyone who i hadn't seen in the summer. we had a lot of laughs, and i really feel like it brought our grade closer together (for the people who came at least). i was drunk but not THAT drunk. it wore off by like 12. at around 1:30 we headed to the school to set up our prank..it was the first time we had been there all night. stupid police. litteraly every two minutes someone would flash their flashlight (which i dont get why they even brought one.) and people auto-assumed that it was the police. i don't think i've ever ran that much in one night. we got to the school,did our prank, and it looked so good! someone apperantly did something to the portable? (a guy of course.) wtf is wrong with you..LET'S DEFACE SCHOOL PROPERTY. GOOD IDEA. FUNNY PRANK.

window markers, lolipops, glitter, tape. all the makings of an excellent prank. we stayed till about 2am, and then headed back to sannas house to completely CRASH. our feet were soaked, super tired, hair a mess. needless to say: we went to bed right away.

September 5th 2010

yoyo. i'm trying to think of what i did today.. it's difficult. believe me.

woke up and watched sleeping beauty. i had a craving, are you judging? i miss disney movies. i want to have a marathon. they're all soo good.

after that i invited chane over to watch a movie, and catch up since i hadn't seen her for about a month or so!

we talked a lot, and caught up on everything. it was really good, i missed her a lot! then we decided to watch my sisters keeper. SO SO SO good. it kinda reminded me though of the time my mom had a cancer scare, so it really hit home..it's awful because it's happening again and i don't know what to do. she has an appointment soon, i'm praying it's nothing. i'm really scared, and i feel alone and helpless. there's nothing i can do. god i'm tearing up right now so i'm just going to STOP talking about it.

anyways, she left and i was left home alone once more! i watched big brother and made myself some dinner. it was nice. studied more for my L, took about 30 tests online and then went to bed. big day tomorrow. WOOOO.

September 4th 2010

a day for running around and napping apparently.

i woke up to my mom telling me that i had to get up because we were going to my grandparents house for lunch in 40 minutes. yay. i pulled myself together, and managed to make it in time. and by in time i mean we had to go back after 10 minutes of already driving there because i didn't remember if i forgot to turn off my hair straightener or not. i did remember. mom, if you're reading this somehow ( i mean i never gave you the url but you're a sly fox), i lied when i said i had left it on. i felt like if i told you i did actually turn it off you would've bitten off my head. it was for my personal safety, and your personal stress level. LOVE YOU.

my grandpa called us on the way there telling us about this AMAZING salmon he found, we weren't interested but he INSISTED that he purchase some for us. we finally caved and asked for one. he said one was not enough! two! we must have two salmon! in the end he made us PAY HIM BACK FOR THE SALMON WE DIDN'T EVEN WANT IN THE FIRST PLACE. WTF GRANDPA. YOU'RE MENTAL. YOU OFFER TO BUY US SALMON, WE SAY NO, YOU INSIST THAT WE GET SALMON, WE CAVE AND ASK FOR ONE, YOU INSIST WE GET TWO, WE SAY FINE, AND THEN YOU MAKE US PAY FOR IT? you're weird.

lunch was nice. i went to london drugs after to get some shiat and then realized i missed something so we drove ALLL the way back after already driving back home for five minutes. and then when i checked the store, they didn't have what i forgot in the first place. so we drove somewhere that did have it and the my mom decided she wanted to drive BACK to park royal to look at shoes. IT WAS INSANE IN THE MEMBRANE.

got home, took a nap, and invited jordie, ryan, brandon, and taylor over to watch a movie. after an hour of debating we agreed on watching the departed. it was a good movie although brandon really couldn't seem to keep awake (what else is new?). they left at around 1, i studied more for my L, BBlivfeeded it up (you haven't heard me meantion that in awhile hey? yeah i've cut back, BE PROUD.) i went to bed after, exhausted. i dont know why i was so tired. brandon rubs off on people, ya know? stop doing that shaggy...stop.

September 3rd 2010

i didn't even sleep in today. i thought i would, since i seemed so restless the day before. but i woke up at 10. i mean, i guess some people would call that sleeping in, but i sure as hell don't. not for the summer at least.

i hit up the gym, came back, had lunch, and watched half of the last song. i cried. i'm not gonna lie. as much as i hate miley cyrus, she made me want to have a bf. hate you miley cyrus. why do you do this to me? her boyfriend in it was perfect. HGLKFDJGHDF. hatred.

anyways, taylor called me to let me know that he got his N so he picked me up and took me for a drive. we went to park royal, and looked around. mostly, he was just excited that he could go where ever he wanted. the freedom really got to him. seriously..it was all he could talk about. i don't blame him!

i came home, watched the last half of the movie, cried some more and waited for my mom to come home. i just stayed home tonight and chilled avec my mom. i decorated my binders which was fun. i really like how they look this year. they're a lot more simple then they were before.

studied for my drivers test, and then headed to bed. if i fail, i'm jumping off a bridge. (if i somehow die sometime in the near future, and cops are investigating my sudden death, and they happen to stumble upon my blog, and read this: i didn't actually kill myself because of a drivers test. actually, i probably didn't even kill myself. i'm not selfish enough to do that. kay? okay popo? oh and also popo, since you're reading this and all, can you not come to seycove on monday? we're doing this grad camp out thing and i'd appreciate it if you like..fucked off..just for one night! thanks popo. love you)

KBYE.

September 2nd 2010

i love my mom. so so so so so much. and i'm not just saying this because she spent an insane amount of money on clothes for me. she is hands down one of the funniest, kindest, most entertaining women i've ever met. my god, my love for her will never end (obviously, she's my mom..but you know what i mean!)

so i woke up at 4:30am, and left the house by 5:47. we reached the border by 6:07 and then i decided i needed to nap. i mean, can you blame me? i have gotten like 4 hours of sleep...that is not enough for a growing beauty queen such as myself. you know?

so we reached the outlet mall and my mom woke me and to inform me that they weren't open. it's 8am mom...of course the outlet mall isn't open. so we drove to a mall that had forever 21 and nordstrom in it.

it didn't open till 10. we ate some snacks in the car and then decided to go shopping. i bought a ring and two plain tanks at nordstorm. and forever 21 (aka my life) was incredible. it seemed like it was never going to end. i couldn't tell where i had looked and where i hadn't. ever corner there was a new rack of clothes. some were SUPER tacky, but some were just my style. i'm not going to list what i got because i'm having a hard time remembering but right now, i have a pinky purple purse sitting next to me and it wants me to tell you how cute/cheap it is. $20. and it's cute...believe me.

after 2 or so hours there we headed back to the outlet malls. i didn't fall asleep on this drive. we hit up all the cute places and i got a tank top from J.Crew. twas nice. might i meantion now, there are a LOT of attractive males in seattle. either my standards have dropped or males all over seattle have suddenly become tres tres good looking. my oh me. anyways, after we were done at the outlet mall we went on a hunt of a olive garden. i fell asleep on this drive. my mom woke me and up and before we knew it we had ended up asking 4 different people about how to get to the closest olive garden. my personal fave response was the one who led us to the nitty gritty of seattle. two words: GEH TOE.

we finially made it. the last person we asked replied with this

me: excuse me, where's the nearest olive garden?

fatladyatthegasstation: hahhahahaha

me: ..... (agitated, hungry, tired, wondering why this lady is shaking her jolly belly towards me)

lady: it's RIGHT accross from us. *points out the window to a massive olive garden sign*

me: oh. *walks out*

SO WE ATE THERE. sooooo good. the waiter we had talked SO FUCKING MUCH. he wouldn't shut up. he was actually soo passionate about olive garden. he was in love with it. if olive garden was a women (or man..you really couldn't tell with him), he would make sweet, sweet love to it every night. ate there, the headed back home. i also fell asleep the entire way back except for our pit stop at the border.

came back home, took dolce for a walk, watched big brother, then jersey shore, then mtv live, then BED. boom. great day. amazing day.

September 1st 2010

i slept through my alarm..woopsy! didn't mean to..missed my gym time. i woke up, had breakfast, and then went to nicholas house for a brunch thing with a bunch of girls. LESBOFEST. it was tasty although i didn't eat too much. i felt guilty about not working out in the morning.

had some grad council chat. i dont get it...we dont need to meet in the summer and i'm tired of people who AREN'T on grad council who think that they know everything about it, and get mad at people on grad council for not meeting, or call them "lazy", or in some way imply it. you don't know shit all. 8/12 bbq is on the 15th so shut the fuck up.

"This grad council is amazing!! We will meet in the first week of school! no worries. enjoy these last few days!!

shirley"

so fuck off.

ANYWAYS: after that me and jordie walked to carmens house and caught up with her! olivia was there and georgia came shortly after. it was nice hearing about her spain trip, and talking about the things she missed (which wasn't very much..) haha

me and jordie headed back to my house after, had dinner and watch the real world and big brother! lovesss it.

i worked out a bit after she left and then came home to my mom telling me we're leaving at 5:30am for seattle.

I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 4:30AM. NOT GOOD. death...you come in the form of early wake ups...and i don't like it, not one bit!

getting ansy for school! even though i'm done with highschool. ready to get the fuck out of the cove and never look back.

August 31st 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GEORGIAAAAA. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. woot woop. 17, no longer an LG..ish. kinda..sorta. you're aight.

8am wake up call..just for you georgia. BOW DOWN TO ME. i went to the gym super early, and there was a hot young dad there. yeah we bonded. he said he was impressed that a girl my age would be waking up early in the summer to work out. yeah. no big. i impressed him meaning he loves me, meaning he wants me in da pants. IT'S NOT AN ISSUE.

i made my way to georgias with my tuna salad and umbrella. yes, it POURED today. like the rain would not stop. i kinda enjoyed it. i got my military jacket on and my new combat style boots. loooved wearing winter clothes. LOVE LOVE LOVED IT.

we had a brunch style meal at georgias and finally, after a heated debated, decided on watching Aladdin. amazing, as per usual! i've wanted to have a disney movie marathon for so long. it wasn't much of a marathon but it was a daily douse of something i needed.

jordie then FORCED ME (AGAINST MY OWN WILL) to go get a note that lucas "apparently" left for her to go get from his house. we walked in the pouring rain and guess what?! NO LETTER. jordie, if you're reading this, i'm still mad at you and no, i don't think i'll ever be able to forgive you. our friendship is probably strained. forever.

went back home, fell asleep for a few hours, enjoyed teen mom or as my mom would call it "pregnant teenager", and then went back to bed. what a day what a day indeed.

August 30th 2010

only two more days of august. my my how time flies!

i finally caught up on glee. it was about fucking time, hey? they were so cute and now i'm getting very excited for my fall telivision line up!

WHICH INCLUDES: Glee, Life Unexpected, Gossip Girl, The City (i assume?), Teen Mom, Real World, Big Brother (only for a week, but i'll watch it online..the old seasons that is.), One Tree Hill, Americas Next Top Model, Jersey Shore.

think that's it! am i missing anything? comment if i am.

anyways, i hit up the gym after, came back and made some lunch then invited nicole and jordie over. it was goood. i thought we'd watch a movie or something but we ended up talking the entire time! i hadn't seen nicole in like a week or so, so it was nice catching up with her. it was her first day at work. so a big woot woop out to nbates.

after they left me and my mom made steaks! so nommy. my fave food. except for the fact that my BBQ cloth thingy caught on fire..yeah NO BIGGIE. i guess all the times the BBQ fell over during windstorms really damaged the thing..hahahah. whatever the steaks were still super good! i didnt get to bed until about 3am. guess what time i had to wake up at? 8.

August 29th 2010

schools almost back kiddies. time to go school supply shopping!

i woke up at 10, had breakfast, and then fall back asleep till 1pm. lawl. my sleep schedule is LOVERLY. my mom picked me up to take my phone in. guess what? they don't change your phone for you unless you take your box with you! LOVEZZZET.

i went school supply shopping in a crabby mood because the guy at telus told me there was no way to revive my notes which means that i wont be able to add that girl we met at the vampire weekend concert on facebook. ANGER.

anyways got all my school supplies shiat, went back home to get my phone, came back to telus and got a new one of the exact same kind! my mom asked him if the problem i had with my phone is common. they said

"no..we've never had any complaints about this phone.ever."

YAYAYAY CURSE PREVAILS. phone number 19.

me and my mom went grocery shopping and bought a bunch of healthy nommy food! i'm so excited. it all looks soo tasty.

came back home, enjoyed dinner, and studied more for my L. fell asleep to the sounds of the houseguest on big brother. whata life.

August 28th 2010

woke up, phone still isn't working. YES. best thing ever right? yeah even better cause that means i'll have to get a new phone and that means i won't be able to find the girl that we met at the concert on facebook. fuckyouphonecurse.

i went to go get my eyebrows done, and visited my grandparents for lunch. i hadn't seen the in awhile so it was nice. me and my mom then headed downtown to go shopping. i got:

-military jacket

-jewled cardigan

-pink top

-black lace dress/top thingy

-cross necklace (even though i'm not religious. i like crosses. does that offend you? i don't care.)

-leather vest (so h-core)

-lace leggings

-black simple zip up (i couldn't keep alanas forever!)

-bangles (studed)

-oversides white knit sweater

-baby blue cords

-black combat style boots

-black keds (mine ripped! ughh)

it was a successful outing..i must say. although i'm pretty excited about my seattle shopping time. it'll be even better i hope! i feel bad for making my mom spend money.. i have a problem and i need to stop. i know. i always say i don't have many clothes, and i know i have so much more than so many people. i'm stupid. bleh. i was thinking about who would win best dressed this year for grad poll, and i doubt i'd win but it'd still be really cool if i did! i know there's people in our grade who have nicer clothes than me though, so i won't get my hopes up. i was just thinking about it as i was shopping. i havent worked out since thursday and i feel gross. not gonna work out again till monday!

i came home and my mom went out. i was still super tired from the concert so i just chilled at home. watched the big brother live feeds (i hadn't for a whole day!), and then fell asleep. twas a chill night, and a nice day.

ps: didn't have time to get a new phone today. tomorrow, tomorrow.

August 27th 2010

HOLIDAY OH HOLIDAY AND THE BEST ONE OF THE YEARRRR.

god..it was such an amazing concert. hdlgkjdsglk words cannot even describe. i'm still in such a high from the whole thing..it was soo GOOD.

we left the cove at 12, and got there at around 1. we had some lunch and watched two groups of girls get into a bitch fight. one group (who we became friends with later) we're super nice! alana came late and let us know that she broke a crystal vase that her mom bought for her best friends wedding..yicks. she got a cute boys number out if though, so i suppose it was bittersweet. we all just hung out and talked about our love for vampire weekend. we saw some kids from our school, but we did not speak. there was also this floater gal standing next to us trying to budge in line. she claimed that she had been to 16 other vampire weekend concerts, she was on a radio station, and she's married to one of the bandmates roommate. made no sense to me..wouldn't that mean that she lived with one of the bandmates? stupid bitch. she said

"i don't like standing in lines." WELL NO SHIT. WHO DOES?!

we finally got in at 5:30 and made it to front row and center. SOOSOSOSOS AMAZING.the opening acts were ehh. the first one (the dum dum girls) we're AWFUL. they were MAJOR hipsters...like to the highest degree. all their songs sounded EXACTLY the same, they just changed the chord. you honestly couldn't understand a word they were saying..yes i intentionally use the word saying because you can not call what they were doing "singing". after them it was a band called Beach House, they sounded like vampire weekend but with a girls voice. they were good it just kind of sucked cause we didn't know any of the lyrics. vampire weekend came on and everybody FLIPPPEDD SHIIIAT. they were so good. they're one of those bands who sound exactly the same live, if not better! alanas mom called her and told her she had to be home at 9...sosoososos weird. she bascially got airlifted out of the concert (4 security guards had to come and take her out) it was HILLARIOUS.

i got the lead singer/guitarist guitar pick. hdjslkghds SO COOL. he played like 7 songs with it, yeah..no biggie. it's whatever. madi got the set list, and sanna got an unused pick! they say "VAMPIRE WEEKEND" on them which is super cool.

i almost got into a fight with someone at the concert. once alana was removed, everyone wanted her spot. at first i got mad at the younger girl next to me

me: "um..excuse me."

her: "it's not my fault i'm sorry."

i didn't believe her

me: "could you move back?!"

her: "it's actually not my fault! i'm sorry."

at this point i was in the most uncomfortable position with my elbow in this poor girls face, and with georgia cheering me on and making sure i kept a firm grip on where we were. i start looking around for the source of the problem. BINGO: annoying asian couple who thought they invented vampire weekend.

me: "can you fuck off?"

asian boyfriend(him): "what do you mean?"

me: "get the fuck back to where you were before."

him: "what? what are you talking about..i am!"

me: "oh REALLY?" *moves elbow so it's now in his face* " I COULD DO THIS ALLLLL NIGHT BABY." *STARTS CRAZILY DANCING TO DA BEAT*

the guy finally decides to move and things went back to how they use to be! except at one point i was being pushed so hard against the gate i swear my breasts were gonna go back inside my body. concert ended, we went and got Tshirts, bussed back, ANNND now my phone is broken. YES LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, it is once again BROKEN. i didn't drop it or ANYTHING. the screen just doesn't light up... it's so weird. i'm really mad too because the nice girls we met gave me their names and it's saved onto my phone and usually when i restart my phone or get it repaired, they delete the notes. they BETTER not. i've had this phone for like..a week. my god. i hate my luck!

overall: I'M IN FUCKING LOVE WITH EZRA/VAMPIRE WEEKEND.

August 26th 2010

i didn't wake up till 12. i needed sleep. although i use that excuse every summer day. i headed to the gym for an hour. you know what i realized? music doesn't help me when i workout. it makes me really anxious for some reason and frankly, doesn't motivate me. instead, i figured out how to work the TV in my gym and watched the tyra show. it made everything go by a looot faster!

i came home and cut some cheese. i'm being serious..i had to cut 6 blocks of cheese. we had a dominican republic reunion BBQ. it was kind of awkward cause my mom didn't know any of the parents so she didn't want to be forced to be awkward small talk so she asked me to stick with her. luckily sanna also joined us and for parts of it, taylor did as well. the food was aight but the slideshow at the end (and the rice krispie) is what did it for me. the slideshow just reminded me of the amazing trip and brought tears to my eyes.

i went back home and watched jersey shore. WHATA CONTRAST. and then big brother, showered, and then went to bed a tad early because i knew what lied ahead of me....

VAMPIRE WEEKEND.

August 25th 2010

9:30am wake up call. horrid, but necessary. i woke up, bfast time, then gym-ed it up! i really wanted to go back home and collapse into my bed and sleep for hours on end. instead, i showered and got purpured to go downtown with georgia and erin.

i met up with erin on le bus which was really nice because i hadn't seen her since she left for Quebec. we met up with georgia at the bay downtown and then walked all along downtown and yaletown. holy shit the clothes in yaletown are expensive. you'd pick up a top with holes in it that's like super thin, and it's $350. that's ridiculous. why would you ever spend that much money on one item of clothing? do people really think that just because something is expensive, it automatically becomes beautiful? everything there was fancier. even the piggy banks were fancy. oh no sorry, my mistake, 'bank in form of pig'. the vintage store was super expensive too. can clothes please be more affordable? i cannot handle it! september 2nd...forever 21....here i come!

lunch at whitespot. we pooled our money and got onion dip, and ceaser salad to share. i felt really guilty. the entire time eating i was just thinking about how many calories and how much fat i was consuming. am i developing some sort of problem? i couldn't even enjoy my meal. i decided that tomorrow, i needed to do double the amount of exercise i usually do. this whole thing has kind of consumed me... i think about it a lot.

we made our way through downtown and then headed back home. there was a girl on the bus who was wearing a corset and SUFFOCATING her breasts. we simply could not help but stare. it was awful yet hilarious at the same time and for some reason i believe it is my responsibility to blog about it.

i came home and made some dinner while enjoying big brother, and the real world. woo i love both of those shows. i went to bed early. well 1am..does that count as early? i should really get a better sleep schedule..

i'm getting excited for school! i always get these feelings close to the end of the summer. i'll regret this feeling soon

August 24th 2010

me and jordie awoke at 11am. BFAST TIME. but wait..no.. we did not have enough sleep. after pushing each other off the bed multiple times we went back to bed until um umum 1:30pm. I MEAN WHAT? nooo..we didn't sleep till then..no way!

gym time. i forced jordie to come and watch, cause it's so interested. gawd my body is hating on my right now. i am in such pain. 200 sits and 200 crunches. IMMA DIE. 30 minutes a day..you iz killin me.

i found out that one of my friend from the Dominican came see lady gaga the night before and now had the day to hang out with us! i didnt make it to the cove to go swimming with everyone (WOW WHAT A SHAME! COVE WATER IS SO NICE AND CLEAN AND I REALLY WANT TO SWIM IN IT) but i did really want to see her so i bussed over to sannas place and we hung out for a bit and bussed it over to the winter club. even though we didnt really do much it was good seeing her again!

me and jordie went back to my house, she left literally like 10 minutes after (THANKGOD), and then i enjoyed some dinner with my mom while watching cake boss. then i watched "if you really knew me.." which is always good. and now im here listening to the live feeds, tumbling, texting, and facebooking. MULITASKER RIGHT HUR RIGHT HUR.

overall: i wish i was at brandons but too bad i couldn't go. I LOVE YOU BRANDON. COME INTO MY LIFE. AND INTO MY VAGINA. lawl i didnt say that. kbye.

August 23rd 2010

i need to learn how to wake up early/go to bed at a decent hour. i woke up at around 12pm today, had some breakfast, watched an ep of big brother season 1, and headed to the gym. 30 minutes of cardio a day- like i promised! god i am so out of shape..it's disgusting!

i called gordo the lordo of fordo and i was like "yo bitch..get to my casa..now" so like any bitch would do, she listened and headed over. basically the entire night/day we watched big brother (live feeds and season one), watched dating in the dark, omegle video chatted it up, made some phone calls(lawl), talked about very random things (one topic that were future preditcions. jordie..if you're reading this YES i am still mad at you, and YES i will win.). we didn't get to bed till 3am.. i think that says it all.

twas a night of laughs and crying (me mostly crying at how annoying jordie is because she just throws out comments and doesn't know how to back them up. i mean..who does that?)

fave lines of the night:

"hey....FOURTH GRADE?"

"y'all are butch."

"so fly, don't die, know why? she's bi. no lie!...i try"

"how can you just say THAT?" "i don't know..why does it matter?" "well..i'm mad at you now."

August 22nd 2010

so it was time for niki to leave her cave and explore the outside world. it's a scary thought, but it was something that needed to occur so she could keep her sanity.

i went to metrotown with georgia today to look around and see the movie "Eat, Pray, Love". we started off by looking around at stores and longing for some money to spend. why are clothes so expensive these days? it kills me. today also made me realize how much of a split personality i have. one half of me is materialistic. i love clothes, technology, and city life. the other half of me is a humanitarian. i want to save the world; be rid of poverty, world hunger, drought, attain a sustainable environment. i think i can bring both of these sides together and often, i do. i think i've done my best to help those in need but also maintain a life of luxury. i try to help as much as i can. i think that's why my goal in life is to have my own magazine. a fashion magazine that also covers problems going on in the world. music, fashion, world. am i a bad person? i can't tell. but it's who i am, like it or not.

ANYWAYS: we got some nommy lunch and some VERY nommy cookies (although they were tiny), and we were dying from being so fucking full. we went and saw the movie which was actually really good! i wanted her to end up with david but she ended up with some guy who i did not like! whatevs. it made me want to eat..a lot. speaking of eating i am going on a no carb diet starting tomorrow! i'm scared, but i'm excited to not be obese anymore. also i'm doing 30 minutes of cardio a day. woohoo. hopefully i'll stick to it. i know i can! I BELIEVE. ANYWAYS i also started crying randomly during the movie. it wasn't even a sad part. the main character was going to india and it was showing the village she was in and it looks soo much like the dominican republic. it just hit me again. all of it came back and i just burst into tears. i felt bad for georgia. i know she's understanding and i love her for that but i know she probably will never be able to fully understand why or how something like that would happen. no one can, unless they experience it for themselves. it hit me like a ton of bricks. i need to do something. donate, or anything. i need to do SOMETHING.

after the movie we bumped into georgias fave (and now, my fave) frozen yogurt place. it was sooo tasty! om nom, loved it. we got strawberry banana and original frozen yogurt with strawberries, pineapples, caramel, choco sauce, peanut butter, and recese pieces bits. we bussed it home and then i went back to my casa to enjoy some big brother.

now i'm watching the live feeds, tumblin it up, and possibly watching more eps of big brother season one :). no plans for tomorrow..gym..tan..laundry. lawljk. gym and maybe jordie? if she can! let's hope so.

conclusion: i'm a confusing bitch with too many emotions who should just stfu. DONE AND DID GURL.

August 21st 2010

CAN I DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE PLEASE? it seems impossible. hahah oh well. it's summer, i'm allowed to do this. today i woke up at 11:30, had some bfast, watched the live feeds/big brother season1, and watched The Cake Eaters with jordie...in a way. like she was at her house, and i was at mine but we watched at the same time. it was SO strange.

spoiler:

the entire movie is about her having sex...then she has sex and it's over.. i mean it wasn't a bad movie..it just wasn't good. so.strange.

i read a bit and then i took a nap. from 6pm-8pm..WHY I DO DAT? i'm going to be awake for soo long now. YAYY. my grandparents came back tonight :) im happeee. i missed them. they were visiting my cousins in toronto.

so now i'm just tumbling, and in a skype call with steph and her friend and it's rather interesting.. hahha

i plan on falling alseep to...BB LIVE FEEDS AND BB SEASON 1

night night my children

August 20th 2010

my mom thinks i have an addiction. to what you may ask? um big brother of course...! today i did nothing but watch the live feeds and i started watch season 1. which was SO weird: it actually is soo different from big brother now. i don't like it, but it's cool to see how it use to be PLUS if i'm going to be on the show i might as well brush up on the history. ya know? ...IMKEWL.

at around 6 i went to brandons house to hang out with sam and jordie and of course..brandon. we watched one tree hill, gamed (I'M SO GOOD AT VIDEO GAMES), discussed some SERIOUS SEX QUESTIONS, ate foodzzZz, and went on a walk. it was just a relaxing night.

uneventful days call for late nights. i stayed up tumbling. what's it to you? HUH? HUH PUNK?

August 19th 2010

mmm i missed you sweater. you're so friendly and cute. covering up my blubber. rainydayzz4lifee.

so today we were SUPPOSE to go to white rock but everyone just kinda bailed out (including myself) and it all flopped into nothingness.

instead, georgia and jordie came over for a movie and lunch. we had ravioli, with chicken, potatoe wedges, and oatmeal cookies with frozen yogurt. sooo nommy. i'm still full! after we watched 10 things i hate about you. such a cute movie! i miss heath ledger deeply, and i'm madly in love with joseph gordon levitt so it truly was the best movie to watch.

georgia left, and me and jordie watched jersey shore. we got crazy, we got wild, we partied, idon'tknowtherestofthelyrics, CRAZZZZYYYY. ha. yeah that's my best attempt. it was hillarious as usual. then my life came on: big braja. BEST EPISODE OF THE SEASON. matt used the DPOV and called brendon a dumby (fuckyes), kathy went home, britney won HOH. LIFE IS GOOD. soo happy.

rest of the night i shall watch the live feeds and go to sleep early because i have a bad migrane. what's wrong with me these days? who knows...

OH AND ALSO

DUMB MODEL BITCH WHO I CLOTHED AT NICOLES, PUT UP PICTURES OF "HER" OUTFITS ON LOOKBOOK. THEY'RE MYYY CLOTHES. THE POINT OF LOOKBOOK IS TO PUT UP YOUR CLOTHING YOU IDIOT. I'M GONNA BITCH SLAP HER.

""WHAT IS A "LOOK?"

A "look" is a user-submitted photograph that displays their outfit, and, if they choose,

a description of what they're wearing and where they got it."

IS IT HER OUTFIT? I THINK NOW.

krageisover.peace.

fave quotes of the day:

"you are my moon and i am your sun....i pictured that being said like son like s-o-n"

"should you be drinking if you don't have a liver?"

"that must be nigel with the brie"

OH AND ALSO THIS ISN'T A QUOTE BUT: GEORGIA'S SCARY FACE THAT MADE ME AND

JORDIE RUN TO THE BATHROOM. OH AND AND GEORGIA PLAYING THAT ANNOYING MUSIC,

AND ME AND JORDIE ALMOST CRYING FROM HOW AWFUL IT IS.

LOVE YOU GEORGIA <3