i went to metrotown with georgia today to look around and see the movie "Eat, Pray, Love". we started off by looking around at stores and longing for some money to spend. why are clothes so expensive these days? it kills me. today also made me realize how much of a split personality i have. one half of me is materialistic. i love clothes, technology, and city life. the other half of me is a humanitarian. i want to save the world; be rid of poverty, world hunger, drought, attain a sustainable environment. i think i can bring both of these sides together and often, i do. i think i've done my best to help those in need but also maintain a life of luxury. i try to help as much as i can. i think that's why my goal in life is to have my own magazine. a fashion magazine that also covers problems going on in the world. music, fashion, world. am i a bad person? i can't tell. but it's who i am, like it or not.
ANYWAYS: we got some nommy lunch and some VERY nommy cookies (although they were tiny), and we were dying from being so fucking full. we went and saw the movie which was actually really good! i wanted her to end up with david but she ended up with some guy who i did not like! whatevs. it made me want to eat..a lot. speaking of eating i am going on a no carb diet starting tomorrow! i'm scared, but i'm excited to not be obese anymore. also i'm doing 30 minutes of cardio a day. woohoo. hopefully i'll stick to it. i know i can! I BELIEVE. ANYWAYS i also started crying randomly during the movie. it wasn't even a sad part. the main character was going to india and it was showing the village she was in and it looks soo much like the dominican republic. it just hit me again. all of it came back and i just burst into tears. i felt bad for georgia. i know she's understanding and i love her for that but i know she probably will never be able to fully understand why or how something like that would happen. no one can, unless they experience it for themselves. it hit me like a ton of bricks. i need to do something. donate, or anything. i need to do SOMETHING.
after the movie we bumped into georgias fave (and now, my fave) frozen yogurt place. it was sooo tasty! om nom, loved it. we got strawberry banana and original frozen yogurt with strawberries, pineapples, caramel, choco sauce, peanut butter, and recese pieces bits. we bussed it home and then i went back to my casa to enjoy some big brother.
now i'm watching the live feeds, tumblin it up, and possibly watching more eps of big brother season one :). no plans for tomorrow..gym..tan..laundry. lawljk. gym and maybe jordie? if she can! let's hope so.
conclusion: i'm a confusing bitch with too many emotions who should just stfu. DONE AND DID GURL.
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