August 30th 2010

only two more days of august. my my how time flies!

i finally caught up on glee. it was about fucking time, hey? they were so cute and now i'm getting very excited for my fall telivision line up!

WHICH INCLUDES: Glee, Life Unexpected, Gossip Girl, The City (i assume?), Teen Mom, Real World, Big Brother (only for a week, but i'll watch it online..the old seasons that is.), One Tree Hill, Americas Next Top Model, Jersey Shore.

think that's it! am i missing anything? comment if i am.

anyways, i hit up the gym after, came back and made some lunch then invited nicole and jordie over. it was goood. i thought we'd watch a movie or something but we ended up talking the entire time! i hadn't seen nicole in like a week or so, so it was nice catching up with her. it was her first day at work. so a big woot woop out to nbates.

after they left me and my mom made steaks! so nommy. my fave food. except for the fact that my BBQ cloth thingy caught on fire..yeah NO BIGGIE. i guess all the times the BBQ fell over during windstorms really damaged the thing..hahahah. whatever the steaks were still super good! i didnt get to bed until about 3am. guess what time i had to wake up at? 8.

August 29th 2010

schools almost back kiddies. time to go school supply shopping!

i woke up at 10, had breakfast, and then fall back asleep till 1pm. lawl. my sleep schedule is LOVERLY. my mom picked me up to take my phone in. guess what? they don't change your phone for you unless you take your box with you! LOVEZZZET.

i went school supply shopping in a crabby mood because the guy at telus told me there was no way to revive my notes which means that i wont be able to add that girl we met at the vampire weekend concert on facebook. ANGER.

anyways got all my school supplies shiat, went back home to get my phone, came back to telus and got a new one of the exact same kind! my mom asked him if the problem i had with my phone is common. they said

"no..we've never had any complaints about this phone.ever."

YAYAYAY CURSE PREVAILS. phone number 19.

me and my mom went grocery shopping and bought a bunch of healthy nommy food! i'm so excited. it all looks soo tasty.

came back home, enjoyed dinner, and studied more for my L. fell asleep to the sounds of the houseguest on big brother. whata life.

August 28th 2010

woke up, phone still isn't working. YES. best thing ever right? yeah even better cause that means i'll have to get a new phone and that means i won't be able to find the girl that we met at the concert on facebook. fuckyouphonecurse.

i went to go get my eyebrows done, and visited my grandparents for lunch. i hadn't seen the in awhile so it was nice. me and my mom then headed downtown to go shopping. i got:

-military jacket

-jewled cardigan

-pink top

-black lace dress/top thingy

-cross necklace (even though i'm not religious. i like crosses. does that offend you? i don't care.)

-leather vest (so h-core)

-lace leggings

-black simple zip up (i couldn't keep alanas forever!)

-bangles (studed)

-oversides white knit sweater

-baby blue cords

-black combat style boots

-black keds (mine ripped! ughh)

it was a successful outing..i must say. although i'm pretty excited about my seattle shopping time. it'll be even better i hope! i feel bad for making my mom spend money.. i have a problem and i need to stop. i know. i always say i don't have many clothes, and i know i have so much more than so many people. i'm stupid. bleh. i was thinking about who would win best dressed this year for grad poll, and i doubt i'd win but it'd still be really cool if i did! i know there's people in our grade who have nicer clothes than me though, so i won't get my hopes up. i was just thinking about it as i was shopping. i havent worked out since thursday and i feel gross. not gonna work out again till monday!

i came home and my mom went out. i was still super tired from the concert so i just chilled at home. watched the big brother live feeds (i hadn't for a whole day!), and then fell asleep. twas a chill night, and a nice day.

ps: didn't have time to get a new phone today. tomorrow, tomorrow.

August 27th 2010

HOLIDAY OH HOLIDAY AND THE BEST ONE OF THE YEARRRR.

god..it was such an amazing concert. hdlgkjdsglk words cannot even describe. i'm still in such a high from the whole thing..it was soo GOOD.

we left the cove at 12, and got there at around 1. we had some lunch and watched two groups of girls get into a bitch fight. one group (who we became friends with later) we're super nice! alana came late and let us know that she broke a crystal vase that her mom bought for her best friends wedding..yicks. she got a cute boys number out if though, so i suppose it was bittersweet. we all just hung out and talked about our love for vampire weekend. we saw some kids from our school, but we did not speak. there was also this floater gal standing next to us trying to budge in line. she claimed that she had been to 16 other vampire weekend concerts, she was on a radio station, and she's married to one of the bandmates roommate. made no sense to me..wouldn't that mean that she lived with one of the bandmates? stupid bitch. she said

"i don't like standing in lines." WELL NO SHIT. WHO DOES?!

we finally got in at 5:30 and made it to front row and center. SOOSOSOSOS AMAZING.the opening acts were ehh. the first one (the dum dum girls) we're AWFUL. they were MAJOR hipsters...like to the highest degree. all their songs sounded EXACTLY the same, they just changed the chord. you honestly couldn't understand a word they were saying..yes i intentionally use the word saying because you can not call what they were doing "singing". after them it was a band called Beach House, they sounded like vampire weekend but with a girls voice. they were good it just kind of sucked cause we didn't know any of the lyrics. vampire weekend came on and everybody FLIPPPEDD SHIIIAT. they were so good. they're one of those bands who sound exactly the same live, if not better! alanas mom called her and told her she had to be home at 9...sosoososos weird. she bascially got airlifted out of the concert (4 security guards had to come and take her out) it was HILLARIOUS.

i got the lead singer/guitarist guitar pick. hdjslkghds SO COOL. he played like 7 songs with it, yeah..no biggie. it's whatever. madi got the set list, and sanna got an unused pick! they say "VAMPIRE WEEKEND" on them which is super cool.

i almost got into a fight with someone at the concert. once alana was removed, everyone wanted her spot. at first i got mad at the younger girl next to me

me: "um..excuse me."

her: "it's not my fault i'm sorry."

i didn't believe her

me: "could you move back?!"

her: "it's actually not my fault! i'm sorry."

at this point i was in the most uncomfortable position with my elbow in this poor girls face, and with georgia cheering me on and making sure i kept a firm grip on where we were. i start looking around for the source of the problem. BINGO: annoying asian couple who thought they invented vampire weekend.

me: "can you fuck off?"

asian boyfriend(him): "what do you mean?"

me: "get the fuck back to where you were before."

him: "what? what are you talking about..i am!"

me: "oh REALLY?" *moves elbow so it's now in his face* " I COULD DO THIS ALLLLL NIGHT BABY." *STARTS CRAZILY DANCING TO DA BEAT*

the guy finally decides to move and things went back to how they use to be! except at one point i was being pushed so hard against the gate i swear my breasts were gonna go back inside my body. concert ended, we went and got Tshirts, bussed back, ANNND now my phone is broken. YES LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, it is once again BROKEN. i didn't drop it or ANYTHING. the screen just doesn't light up... it's so weird. i'm really mad too because the nice girls we met gave me their names and it's saved onto my phone and usually when i restart my phone or get it repaired, they delete the notes. they BETTER not. i've had this phone for like..a week. my god. i hate my luck!

overall: I'M IN FUCKING LOVE WITH EZRA/VAMPIRE WEEKEND.

August 26th 2010

i didn't wake up till 12. i needed sleep. although i use that excuse every summer day. i headed to the gym for an hour. you know what i realized? music doesn't help me when i workout. it makes me really anxious for some reason and frankly, doesn't motivate me. instead, i figured out how to work the TV in my gym and watched the tyra show. it made everything go by a looot faster!

i came home and cut some cheese. i'm being serious..i had to cut 6 blocks of cheese. we had a dominican republic reunion BBQ. it was kind of awkward cause my mom didn't know any of the parents so she didn't want to be forced to be awkward small talk so she asked me to stick with her. luckily sanna also joined us and for parts of it, taylor did as well. the food was aight but the slideshow at the end (and the rice krispie) is what did it for me. the slideshow just reminded me of the amazing trip and brought tears to my eyes.

i went back home and watched jersey shore. WHATA CONTRAST. and then big brother, showered, and then went to bed a tad early because i knew what lied ahead of me....

VAMPIRE WEEKEND.

August 25th 2010

9:30am wake up call. horrid, but necessary. i woke up, bfast time, then gym-ed it up! i really wanted to go back home and collapse into my bed and sleep for hours on end. instead, i showered and got purpured to go downtown with georgia and erin.

i met up with erin on le bus which was really nice because i hadn't seen her since she left for Quebec. we met up with georgia at the bay downtown and then walked all along downtown and yaletown. holy shit the clothes in yaletown are expensive. you'd pick up a top with holes in it that's like super thin, and it's $350. that's ridiculous. why would you ever spend that much money on one item of clothing? do people really think that just because something is expensive, it automatically becomes beautiful? everything there was fancier. even the piggy banks were fancy. oh no sorry, my mistake, 'bank in form of pig'. the vintage store was super expensive too. can clothes please be more affordable? i cannot handle it! september 2nd...forever 21....here i come!

lunch at whitespot. we pooled our money and got onion dip, and ceaser salad to share. i felt really guilty. the entire time eating i was just thinking about how many calories and how much fat i was consuming. am i developing some sort of problem? i couldn't even enjoy my meal. i decided that tomorrow, i needed to do double the amount of exercise i usually do. this whole thing has kind of consumed me... i think about it a lot.

we made our way through downtown and then headed back home. there was a girl on the bus who was wearing a corset and SUFFOCATING her breasts. we simply could not help but stare. it was awful yet hilarious at the same time and for some reason i believe it is my responsibility to blog about it.

i came home and made some dinner while enjoying big brother, and the real world. woo i love both of those shows. i went to bed early. well 1am..does that count as early? i should really get a better sleep schedule..

i'm getting excited for school! i always get these feelings close to the end of the summer. i'll regret this feeling soon

August 24th 2010

me and jordie awoke at 11am. BFAST TIME. but wait..no.. we did not have enough sleep. after pushing each other off the bed multiple times we went back to bed until um umum 1:30pm. I MEAN WHAT? nooo..we didn't sleep till then..no way!

gym time. i forced jordie to come and watch, cause it's so interested. gawd my body is hating on my right now. i am in such pain. 200 sits and 200 crunches. IMMA DIE. 30 minutes a day..you iz killin me.

i found out that one of my friend from the Dominican came see lady gaga the night before and now had the day to hang out with us! i didnt make it to the cove to go swimming with everyone (WOW WHAT A SHAME! COVE WATER IS SO NICE AND CLEAN AND I REALLY WANT TO SWIM IN IT) but i did really want to see her so i bussed over to sannas place and we hung out for a bit and bussed it over to the winter club. even though we didnt really do much it was good seeing her again!

me and jordie went back to my house, she left literally like 10 minutes after (THANKGOD), and then i enjoyed some dinner with my mom while watching cake boss. then i watched "if you really knew me.." which is always good. and now im here listening to the live feeds, tumbling, texting, and facebooking. MULITASKER RIGHT HUR RIGHT HUR.

overall: i wish i was at brandons but too bad i couldn't go. I LOVE YOU BRANDON. COME INTO MY LIFE. AND INTO MY VAGINA. lawl i didnt say that. kbye.

August 23rd 2010

i need to learn how to wake up early/go to bed at a decent hour. i woke up at around 12pm today, had some breakfast, watched an ep of big brother season 1, and headed to the gym. 30 minutes of cardio a day- like i promised! god i am so out of shape..it's disgusting!

i called gordo the lordo of fordo and i was like "yo bitch..get to my casa..now" so like any bitch would do, she listened and headed over. basically the entire night/day we watched big brother (live feeds and season one), watched dating in the dark, omegle video chatted it up, made some phone calls(lawl), talked about very random things (one topic that were future preditcions. jordie..if you're reading this YES i am still mad at you, and YES i will win.). we didn't get to bed till 3am.. i think that says it all.

twas a night of laughs and crying (me mostly crying at how annoying jordie is because she just throws out comments and doesn't know how to back them up. i mean..who does that?)

fave lines of the night:

"hey....FOURTH GRADE?"

"y'all are butch."

"so fly, don't die, know why? she's bi. no lie!...i try"

"how can you just say THAT?" "i don't know..why does it matter?" "well..i'm mad at you now."

August 22nd 2010

so it was time for niki to leave her cave and explore the outside world. it's a scary thought, but it was something that needed to occur so she could keep her sanity.

i went to metrotown with georgia today to look around and see the movie "Eat, Pray, Love". we started off by looking around at stores and longing for some money to spend. why are clothes so expensive these days? it kills me. today also made me realize how much of a split personality i have. one half of me is materialistic. i love clothes, technology, and city life. the other half of me is a humanitarian. i want to save the world; be rid of poverty, world hunger, drought, attain a sustainable environment. i think i can bring both of these sides together and often, i do. i think i've done my best to help those in need but also maintain a life of luxury. i try to help as much as i can. i think that's why my goal in life is to have my own magazine. a fashion magazine that also covers problems going on in the world. music, fashion, world. am i a bad person? i can't tell. but it's who i am, like it or not.

ANYWAYS: we got some nommy lunch and some VERY nommy cookies (although they were tiny), and we were dying from being so fucking full. we went and saw the movie which was actually really good! i wanted her to end up with david but she ended up with some guy who i did not like! whatevs. it made me want to eat..a lot. speaking of eating i am going on a no carb diet starting tomorrow! i'm scared, but i'm excited to not be obese anymore. also i'm doing 30 minutes of cardio a day. woohoo. hopefully i'll stick to it. i know i can! I BELIEVE. ANYWAYS i also started crying randomly during the movie. it wasn't even a sad part. the main character was going to india and it was showing the village she was in and it looks soo much like the dominican republic. it just hit me again. all of it came back and i just burst into tears. i felt bad for georgia. i know she's understanding and i love her for that but i know she probably will never be able to fully understand why or how something like that would happen. no one can, unless they experience it for themselves. it hit me like a ton of bricks. i need to do something. donate, or anything. i need to do SOMETHING.

after the movie we bumped into georgias fave (and now, my fave) frozen yogurt place. it was sooo tasty! om nom, loved it. we got strawberry banana and original frozen yogurt with strawberries, pineapples, caramel, choco sauce, peanut butter, and recese pieces bits. we bussed it home and then i went back to my casa to enjoy some big brother.

now i'm watching the live feeds, tumblin it up, and possibly watching more eps of big brother season one :). no plans for tomorrow..gym..tan..laundry. lawljk. gym and maybe jordie? if she can! let's hope so.

conclusion: i'm a confusing bitch with too many emotions who should just stfu. DONE AND DID GURL.

August 21st 2010

CAN I DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE PLEASE? it seems impossible. hahah oh well. it's summer, i'm allowed to do this. today i woke up at 11:30, had some bfast, watched the live feeds/big brother season1, and watched The Cake Eaters with jordie...in a way. like she was at her house, and i was at mine but we watched at the same time. it was SO strange.

spoiler:

the entire movie is about her having sex...then she has sex and it's over.. i mean it wasn't a bad movie..it just wasn't good. so.strange.

i read a bit and then i took a nap. from 6pm-8pm..WHY I DO DAT? i'm going to be awake for soo long now. YAYY. my grandparents came back tonight :) im happeee. i missed them. they were visiting my cousins in toronto.

so now i'm just tumbling, and in a skype call with steph and her friend and it's rather interesting.. hahha

i plan on falling alseep to...BB LIVE FEEDS AND BB SEASON 1

night night my children

August 20th 2010

my mom thinks i have an addiction. to what you may ask? um big brother of course...! today i did nothing but watch the live feeds and i started watch season 1. which was SO weird: it actually is soo different from big brother now. i don't like it, but it's cool to see how it use to be PLUS if i'm going to be on the show i might as well brush up on the history. ya know? ...IMKEWL.

at around 6 i went to brandons house to hang out with sam and jordie and of course..brandon. we watched one tree hill, gamed (I'M SO GOOD AT VIDEO GAMES), discussed some SERIOUS SEX QUESTIONS, ate foodzzZz, and went on a walk. it was just a relaxing night.

uneventful days call for late nights. i stayed up tumbling. what's it to you? HUH? HUH PUNK?

August 19th 2010

mmm i missed you sweater. you're so friendly and cute. covering up my blubber. rainydayzz4lifee.

so today we were SUPPOSE to go to white rock but everyone just kinda bailed out (including myself) and it all flopped into nothingness.

instead, georgia and jordie came over for a movie and lunch. we had ravioli, with chicken, potatoe wedges, and oatmeal cookies with frozen yogurt. sooo nommy. i'm still full! after we watched 10 things i hate about you. such a cute movie! i miss heath ledger deeply, and i'm madly in love with joseph gordon levitt so it truly was the best movie to watch.

georgia left, and me and jordie watched jersey shore. we got crazy, we got wild, we partied, idon'tknowtherestofthelyrics, CRAZZZZYYYY. ha. yeah that's my best attempt. it was hillarious as usual. then my life came on: big braja. BEST EPISODE OF THE SEASON. matt used the DPOV and called brendon a dumby (fuckyes), kathy went home, britney won HOH. LIFE IS GOOD. soo happy.

rest of the night i shall watch the live feeds and go to sleep early because i have a bad migrane. what's wrong with me these days? who knows...

OH AND ALSO

DUMB MODEL BITCH WHO I CLOTHED AT NICOLES, PUT UP PICTURES OF "HER" OUTFITS ON LOOKBOOK. THEY'RE MYYY CLOTHES. THE POINT OF LOOKBOOK IS TO PUT UP YOUR CLOTHING YOU IDIOT. I'M GONNA BITCH SLAP HER.

""WHAT IS A "LOOK?"

A "look" is a user-submitted photograph that displays their outfit, and, if they choose,

a description of what they're wearing and where they got it."

IS IT HER OUTFIT? I THINK NOW.

krageisover.peace.

fave quotes of the day:

"you are my moon and i am your sun....i pictured that being said like son like s-o-n"

"should you be drinking if you don't have a liver?"

"that must be nigel with the brie"

OH AND ALSO THIS ISN'T A QUOTE BUT: GEORGIA'S SCARY FACE THAT MADE ME AND

JORDIE RUN TO THE BATHROOM. OH AND AND GEORGIA PLAYING THAT ANNOYING MUSIC,

AND ME AND JORDIE ALMOST CRYING FROM HOW AWFUL IT IS.

LOVE YOU GEORGIA <3

August 18th 2010

RAINY DAYZ ARE BACK BITCHES. SUCK ON THAT YOU SUMMER LOVERS. LICK ME. LICK IT. SUCK IT. PUT IT IN YOUR PIPE, AND SMOKEEEEE IT. FUCK YOUU. AYEYEYEYEYEYE.

ki'mdonenow.

georgia came over before work. isn't she just so kind? she had the time to pencil me into her busy schedule! that slut.. <3.>

Jordan schwarts had a BBQ for the DR kids. it was kinda awkward at first since none of my close friends were there but then sanna showed up and everyone was suppa friendly so it was fun. my ex had been texting me all day and telling me that i've "changed" and that i don't want to be his friend because i'm "going through something". hmmm NOPE: MORE LIKE I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND. FUCK OFF. he got his friend to call me and tell me how upset he is...k now there's no chance that we'll EVER be friend. you're truly pathetic. barf.

alana and emily came even though they didnt go to the DR. we had a bit of a fued (me and alana) but it was squashed. YES, I'M USING TERMS FROM THE REAL WORLD, PROBLEM?

anyways, all in all in was a good day. nothing spesshh.

ended the night doing what? sorry what? im sorry wait.. what?

BIG BRUDDAAA.

August 17th 2010

8:40 wake up call? no thank you. i'll just hit snooze 3 times. 8:55 wake up call? i guess i can do that.. i was in a weird mood last night and couldn't get to bed until about 3am. i kept thinking about how i lose so many of my good friends/family, and how i never want that to happen to the friends i have now. that's the last thing i want. i just have to be careful..i fuck things up pretty easily!

SO i awoke and enjoyed a bowl of cereal, got changed, packed up the clothes i needed to take to nicoles house and walked on over. IT WAS HOT. i hate this heat. FUCK OFF. got there, looked through all the clothes and decided on outfits. the model and makeup artist came, and nicole started taking photos! the model was soo pretty..i was jealous! her hair was BRIGHT blue, it was so cool. i left at around 4. after making sandwiches, and taking a nap of course!

so i got home and thought it'd be nice of me to take dolce for a walk. aren't i just SUCH a kind soul? yeah i am. i didnt even take my cell phone down with me, i wanted to give my full attention to this walk! im SOO sweet. so i came back upstairs after a 15 minute walk and GUESS WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED? MY FUCKING KEY BROKE IN THE FUCKING LOCK. FUCK. what to do now? my key is broken in the lock, i cant get into my house, my mom is calling me and i cant answer, and i dont have a phone! WOOOOHOOOO.

i went to my neighbours house, used her phone to call my mom/ a locksmith. the locksmith ended up taking about an hour and a half to come. i sat outside of my door like a hobo. i felt so weird. dolce of course was FREAKIN out and wouldnt leave my side. it was cute at first and then annoying after like 20 minutes. so the locksmith came and it took him about 40 seconds to take the key out. OH BY THE WAY: DID YOU KNOW THE LOCKSMITH CLOSES AT 4. YUP. 5 IS AFTER HOURS. SORRY LOCKSMITH, NEXT TIME I'LL PLAN MY KEY BREAKING AT A MORE CONVENIENT HOUR. so anyways, he made me a new key cause my old one was "flimsy and pathetic" and lubricated our lock (so sexxxxy).

he said he'd wait downstairs for my mom to pay him:MISTAKE. he had to wait five whole minutes so he charged us more!! YAYY. grand total: $162.30. I just loove having to pay that much money to get back into my house. it's my fave thing.

anyways, after we got in it was about 6:30. i ate dinner, watched teen mom, and now im planning on watching big bruda live feeds. woot woop.

ps: i stole the guys gear lube. it's what you get for charging me that much because it's "after hours" and you had to wait "five minutes". FUCK YOU. WATCHA GONNA DO WITHOUT YOUR LUBE BUDDY?

August 16th 2010

i woke up to a pounding headache. what on earth is wrong with me these days? i need an I.V of advil to keep me alive. jordie texted me, can't get that bitch to leave me alone. we decided it was time to get out of the cove. i hate the cove. HATE. anyone who knows me, knows this. it's like it sucks all life out of you. once you're in the cove you become ignorant to anything outside of the cove. the cove is the world, and you're in the fucking center of it all. well guess what? no one gives a shit about your flannel wearing, cut off pants bearing, high school drop out, weed smoking, lg hunting, gossip milling, bitch crew hamming, jmc gaming ways. the world is a big place, and i intend to see it all. and i also intend to never live in the cove...EVER. woo! that was lovely.

SO ANYWAYS: me and jordie went to granville island. yes kids, i made it there this time. we were both famished so we went to the farmers market and were on a quest for lunch! it seemed impossible to find food even though it surrounded us. everything looked amazing. we finially decided that jordie would get a burger, and i'd get a donair and we'd split it. best decision of my life. soo tasty! then we wanted some candy but much to our disappointment the candy store in the kids center had closed down. a lovely puppet shop had opened up though. we played with some puppets and then stumbled upon some harry potter merchandise- jordie was pleased. we then started to play in the arcade and became hooked immediately. all we do is WIN WIN WIN. lawl. so then we decided we needed to get something to drink and then spend the remainder of our money on these video games.

the hunt for smoothies was on. we found some for $6...NOTHANKS. and then we finially found some $5 (so much better, right?) they were tasty! we enjoyed them while looking out into the farmers market instead of enjoying the ocean view. we're kewl. and then it was time to head back to the arcade and get down to business! together we spent a total of $8 there. NOT GONNA LIE BUT UH I TOTALY OWNED AT THIS ONE GAME..GOT US 100 TICKETS. YEAH..I'M NOT LIKE GONNA BRAG OR ANYTHING. IT'S WHATEVER. jordie was REALLY good at this duck punching game...hahahahha nawwwt. jokes gordo :). she got better at the end! we ended up getting 6 rings and 2 bouncy balls. we're not willing to pay $6 for a smoothie. but $8 for 6 flimsy rings and a bouncy ball...WE'RE IN.

we headed back home, pleased with our winnings but completely exhausted from such a grueling day of gaming and eating. we came back to my house to a very PMS-y mother. YAY LOVES IT. good thing she got over that within like an hour.. jordie went home and i had some dinner and uh... crept the live feeds. i mean what? yeah no..okay.cool.

going to sleep soon. have to be at nicoles at 9:30. THANKS FOR THAT NICOLE.

overall conclusion: i love the cove. going to granville island is actually easy. me and jordie are good at gaming and really know how to spend our money. my mom is not bipolar.

August 15th 2010

jordie is back. woohoo! so i woke up, and my phone just didn't turn on. nope. it doesn't charge, it doesn't vibrate, the red keypad fell off, and now it doesn't turn on. my oh my..my luck with phones is PRIME. this is my 18th phone. in all my life i've gone through eighteen phones. oh my god. i'm pathetic.

so jordie came over, we talked and caught up and it was quite lovely :). it didn't even feel like she had been gone for two weeks. we watched the movie "Brick", which was SOO confusing at first but turned out to be really good. Joseph Gordon Levitt being in it kind of helped too. We watched big brother, and made dinner and it was all very cute and romantic and i have a lesbian crush on jordie. that's about it.

currently i'm live feeding it up, and tumblring it up aswell. OH! and i got a new phone. the LG Banter. it's very XOXO GOSSIP GIRL, know what i mean? i really like it. hopefully it'll work out better than my old phone(s)...

i've decided that i'm one of the most repulsive people in this entire world. my hair is DISGUSTING (wtf is going on with my bangs these days?), i'm morbidly chubz, my clothes are nasty, and my skin is breaking out. i should cover all my mirrors... how have i managed to become so vile in the span of two months? i wanna barf. oh and friends: stop being so pretty. i need some nasty uggo friends.

August 14th 2010

kk jordie. come home naooo. OH WAIT. YOU DID. TODAY WOOHOO. except i didn't get to see you but you're SO CLOSE TO ME. SO CLOOOOOSEEE.

i start off my day by banging my head on the freezer door... wooow i've had a headache for three days in a row now..KILL ME.

me and nicole wanted to go to granville island. ISLAND. yeah i said island. nope, translink phone guy gave me directions to granville STREET. cool....! it was fun anyways. i got a ramones tee for $10! we got lunch, and crept all the shops. WE WUZ CREEPIN'. HAVIN AN MVP NITE. U NOOO. i'm cool...

so then we got back home, and deyell picked me up and took me to brandons house. we got some dinner, and watched one tree hill. it was a chill night but it was good seeing madi, brandon, and deyell again!

it feels weird cause i havent watched the live feeds for awhile.i mean i have but like only for an hour a day... hahhaha i'm so fucking lame. it's aight... i'm gonna be on that show. YOU'RE READING THIS, AND I'LL BE ON THE SHOW AND Y'ALL WILL BE LIKE "GURL SHE KNEW SHE WUZ GON BE ON DAT SHOW"

yeah.

it's gonna happen.

HATERS GONNA HATE.

ps: it's REALLY time for this heat wave to end. TOMORROW IS SUPPOSE TO BE 30 DEGREES? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

August 13th 2010

kay i really don't like the summer. i just DON'T. nicole agrees with me georgia, soo CHUT UP! the clothes are better, i sweat less, i eat less..it's just..BETTER. kay? so everyone needs to stop being like "OMG HEAT WAVE..LUVSSS ET." it sucks? ok? i know..i'm darker..i should love this heat but GUESS WHAT? i hate it. im meant to live in a cold cold place to match my cold cold heart.

so today was hot. really..really..really hot. and what do summer lovers do when it's hot? GO OUTSIDE AND ENJOY THE SUNSHINE OF COURSE! almost all of my friends are the horrid "summer lover" type. so me, sanna, james, and georgia went to cates park. we went in the water, ate lunch, and played cards. it was rather nice! i mean i did get a pounding headache from the heat, but we moved into the shade after awhile!

after georgia came over and we made ice caps, and dinner and watched "A Hard Days Night". the movie sucked but it was cool seeing the beatles. Ringo Starr= my luver >

oh mr. sun, sun, mr.golden sun, please fuck off NOW.

August 12th 2010

bad day was bad. i was suppose to do something with kassie and georgia and maybe alana. nothing worked out. no one could think of anything to do. we all were bored. there was nothing on tv, nothing on the computer. i just read all day and ate sushi with my mom while watching big brother and jersey shore.

i actually did NOTHING besides that.

our house got skunked and it STANNNKKKK.

had the worst migraine

my day SUCKED.

fuckyou.

August 11th 2010

it was time to get out of my house and DO SOMETHING. nicole invited me to go to one of her photo-shoots, why nawt bro? basically i walked over to her house and then we bussed it to capU, and met up with the model, wardrobe stylist, and make up artist. oh yeah and did i mention i accidently left my phone at home? yeah. i felt SOO lost without it. it was horrid. it's pretty pathetic how much i rely on my phone as a comfort blanket but i really really felt disconnected without it!

i thought it was really cool watching it all, and it's amazing how far nicole has come! i remember her first photo shoot, and now everything is so professional. it was so cool. i might be able to style one of her shoots which one would so sick, but i honestly do not think my clothes are nice enough for dat shiat! wait..is dat a word? it's not saying i made a spelling mistake..what the fuck. WHAT THE FUCK I JUST LOOKED IT UP AND IT SAID Dat: abreviation for digital audiotape.

WEIRD DUDE.

so yeah after i bused back home and sanna and georgia came over. we made a nommy dinner and watched pretty little liars and the real world :) it was nice. now i'm sitting here doing what? what does niki do? OH YEAH. WATCH THE LIVE FEEDS. YEAH. I HAVE NO LIFE. KEWL.

August 10th 2010

too hungover to function. i woke up and my head was spinning. i quickly got a cup of water and me and georgia layed in bed and talked about the night before. then we had some breakfast and georgia went home, leaving me :(.

i litteraly did nothing all day except.......YOU GUESSED IT: WATCH THE BIG BROTHER LIVE FEEDS. i read a bit, and watched the live feeds. i kid you not..it's all i did. i actually enjoyed myself though. i tumbled it up and live feeded it up! loove it.

my life is boring. what's your point?

i left the house for about ten minutes to drop off a check at my tutors house..it's whatever.

August 9th 2010

oh my god...i did it again so IMMA LET THE BEAT ROCK- is all i can say to describe this day/night. so pretty much i just spent the entire day watching the live feeds (what else is new?) and napping until georgia came over at around 3:30.

we just talked, and watched tv, and got ready together. my mom bought us a 2'6 of vodka (i love you mother..you're amazing). i was already drunk by the time we were leaving. my god..a drunk car ride with my mom..not my best moment.

me: are you proud of me mom?

mom: no..not at all.

me: i'll get into university!!! i swear!!!

mom: hahhahaha okay niki, it's okay.

georgia via text: SHUT UP YOU'RE SUCH A DRUNK!

hahahahha love it/hate it. so we went and everyone was supaa friendly. we were the lgs of the party so males were rather friendly.. haha they were actually a LOT better looking than the ones in the cove. it was still kinda awkward though cause we didn't know anybody. we danced, we drank, we took pictures in the photobooth, we socialized. it was a lot of fun. it was nice to get away from the cove parties. but some things never change in any locations...

the police came at the end because somebody reported a "metal pole" being used as a weapon by some guy. YEAH NEVER HAPPENED. it was just all this drama and the kid got arrested for NO reason. they said he was being rude. last time i checked you can't arrest someone for being RUDE.

conclusion: police officers are power-hungry assholes, who got bullied in high school.

fave line: "well uh my best friend is the mayor of west van..."

"you look very nice but my friend just got arrested!"

"SOMEBODY got bullied in high school"

then me and georgia just cabbed it home, took some HAWT pictures on her camera, and slept with our heads spinning. what a night what a night what a niiight.

August 8th 2010

what HAPPENED today?

i basically spent the entire day watching the big brother live feed. it had gotten to the point where it was just plain pitiful! i spent at least 15 minutes total watching brendan fold laundry, and clean dishes. how cool am i? i even watched them nap! I HAVE A LIFE. THERE'S NO DOUBT ABOUT IT!

dolce got stung by a bee :(. it was so sad. my mom was in the kitchen, and i was in my room and suddenly dolce just starts screaming. it was such a high pitched squeal. he could hardly walk and his foot was all swollen. i felt so horrible! watching him limp, and whimper was so difficult. no animal clinics are open sunday. is that fucked up, or is it just me? are pets not allowed to get hurt on sundays? like..wtf...that's messed up. it's not like we close the hospital on sundays. it's fucked.

later on i got a text from saying saying that his parents weren't going to be home and he wanted to have a grade party. i was so down. i went with alana and at first it was just me, brandon, ben, madi, deyell, nicole, and sam. then later a mob of kids in our grade came. ehh..it was kind of lame. i was sober, have to save my booze for tomorrow! there was a lot of stupid drama. drama that just DIDN'T need to happen. ha..school hasn't even started yet kiddies, COOL YO SELF! my mom came to pick me up right as the party was being broken up by his neighbor.. good timing mama.

now i shall keep creeping the live feeds and then slowly meander onto my bed, and fall asleep to the tune of... of.. of...not sure yet. i'll figure it out soon.

August 7th 2010

i woke up to georgia telling me there's a massive puddle at our feet. the rain had leaked into our tent and formed puddles all around us. love vancouver summers...

her mom made us pancakes, and we watched another episode of the real world. i found out our guest had left so i decided it was ok for me to go home.

i got home, cleaned my room (it was needed..let me tell you.), and worked out a bit!

later my mom asked me if i wanted to go see inception with her. could i honestly say no to that?

it was amazing..AGAIN. ldskgjdsl my god. love it.

anyways..now i'm just watching the big brother live feeds. i'm obsessed. i honestly can't even help it. i feel like i'm apart of the game..it's pathetic. i MUSTTTTT be on this show. it's my life goal.

but actually..it is... hahhaha the soul purpose of me moving to the US is to become an american citizen so i can go on the show..

okay so me typing is distracting me from the live feed..bye.

August 6th 2010

last night was not my best night. it was just one of those evenings where everything is horrible and nothing is going right and you just want to curl up in a ball and cry while listening to hallelujah by imogen heap.

anyways, i woke up and decided i NEEDED to get out of my house. no matter what. i really wanted to blaze or be drunk. i mean not at THAT hour..but sometime during that day. georgia invited me over. i went to her house and we decided we wanted to go visit the cemetery at capU. i've always found cemeteries super peaceful. this one pissed me off though. it seemed like no one visted the tombs anymore and it was just so..dead...YOUKNOWHATIMEAN.

after we went to the abandoned houses in the cove, but then realized that we can't get into them anymore cause the doors have been boarded over. i was super chapped, but we still managed to find some cool polaroid pictures to steal.

we bussed it back to georgias, had some dinner, watched sex and the city and mean girls, made s'mores, watched breakfast club and the real world, and then decided to camp outside. good idea right? i mean it's summer! it's fun! yeah..uh...too bad there was a rain and wind storm...! i wasn't that cold at first but when i woke up i realized how cold i truly was.

overall: i like out-of-the-ordinary- spooky things.

August 5th 2010

i try to live my life without any regrets. everything i do, i try to put purpose or some sort of meaning into it.

going to see charlie st.cloud is something i regret. not only was it a waste of $10.50 but i cannot even begin to describe how horendious the plot, acting, and "twists" in this movie were. during the entire duration of the movie i felt the need to comment on how truly pathetic and mediocre the script was. i'm not screenplay writer but frankly, me and my friends could've written a better script. i think i have once, while sitting on the toilet.

ANYWAYS: as you can tell i went and see charlie st.cloud today (WHAT NIKI? NO FUCKING WAY), with georgia and sanna. it was nice seeing sanna, hadn't seen her in awhile. we got some candy at saveon and enjoyed a 4 o'clock screening of the worst movie evar. it was pretty cool to see seycove and deep cove in it though. it made it hard to focus on the movie (REAL BUMMER) but it was interesting seeing my house, and our school gym and such.

after that i came home, and watched big brother alone :). life's good. we had a little vistor..someones mom who's been going through a rough time. it was nice seeing her again, under the circumstances...

life lesson of the day: never pay to see a movie with zac efron in it. no matter how hot he seems to be.

August 4th 2010

i feel so anti-social lately. like all i want to do is be left alone, with nothing but my computer. how fucking cool am i? yeah..not at all. i don't know, i guess everyone gets into these moods for some points. it's always the summer for me, which makes me seem like such a tool. oh well. i don't care.

today i woke up at 7am not able to sleep because of the unbearable heat. i got up, watched two episodes of pretty little liars, and then slept till 12:30. after that i studied for my L. like hcore. it was pretty fucking boring, but needed. i had some lunch, watched some gilmore girls, and then skyped with jd.

did that till about 7:30, and then brandon came over to watch big brother. so we did. it was nice :). i also have access to the live feeds now. even more motive for me to be a complete fucking loser and sit on my ass all day. YESSS.

now i'm just gonna watch the feeds for a bit and then watch more of pretty little liar, and if i'm up for it some teen mom. wootwoop.

is it possible that i've become the most boring person alive? i think so. problem is: i don't care.

August 3rd 2010

make up your mind vancouver. one minute you're sunny, and the next minute you're thundering and raining. not cool.

today me, georgia, brandon, and taylor went to play tennis at mrtyle park. me and brandon were team "fuckwhat" and georgia and taylor were team "douchebagsthatarecockyandwearsunglasseswhileplayingtennis" catchy right? i thought so. OF COUUURSE me and brandon were better than georgia and taylor. is that even a question? ahha no i'd say it was even. i brought brandons game down though..not gonna even lie. what ever happened to all those tennis lessons? that went out the window! sorry mom, i'm no williams sister.

after it began to rain, me and georiga finially convinced the boys to head back to georgias house. we then decided we'd watch some youtube videos and enjoy some iced tea. brandon, and taylor left, and and me my one and only love (what's her name again? geo? beo? leo?) watched american beauty. lester the molester... how you amaze me. it was a really good movie but i STILL haven't seen the ending. the last three minutes..which are VITAL. yeah i'll get on that tomorrow.

i came home, and ate dinner and then skyped with jd. after that i read for a bit and now here i am. i'm thinking i'll finish watching american beauty now, or maybe watch another couple episodes of pretty little liars.

tomorrow i shall begin studying for my L...woohoo. everyone is like DONT STUDY, JUST GO. no. i'm actually gonna study really hard. people do not understand my mind during tests, i just FREEZE. especially when i know what the outcome is if i don't pass. so yeah, i shall begin that and then hopefully sometime next week i'll go get it! i feel like it's an unachievable goal. hmph.

tv time for niki. night internet.

August 2nd 2010

i missed nicole. we hadn't hung out just me and her for awhile. she came over today to take pictures for my lookbook, and we just chilled and talked at first and then deicded to take dapitchaz.

basically after she left, nothing happened. but actually... i skyped with jd, then watched teen mom, then skyped with drew, then watched the real world while still talking to jd on skype/texts. and then watched pretty little liars while still talking to jd! it was basically just a day of talking and catching up on some pretty kewl shows. i actually enjoyed myself though. idk, it was nice. as lame as those shows are they entertain me to no end.

August 1st 2010

so i'm not even going to meantion the fact that summer is halfway done. noopee...it's not true. no way. school is not starting in 37 days. noooooooope!

so i woke at 10am, watched an episode of gilmore girls and ate some cereal, went back to sleep, and woke up at 2. i had no idea it was possible to sleep for that long but i was honestly still soo tired from sannas house! why didn't i go to sleep early? no idea. i'm stupid? yup. that must be it.

after i woke up carmen texted me and asked if i wanted to go see inception. joseph gordon levitt + leo caps? uhh i'm in. it was actually such an AMAZING movie. if you haven't seen it, go now. get off the computer and GO. holy shit. it wasn't as confusing as everyone said it was (at least not for me) but the end was just like KLDSJGDLSKGJDSKLGDS. i litteraly walked out of the theater not able to stop saying "WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED."

then i came home and enjoyed some tacos (which i had been craving since may), and big brother. it was quite theeee night/day.

i've got a lookbook now which is suppaa kewl, and i'm taking pictures for it tomorrow with nicole. exciting, no?

July 31st 2010

i did not sleep. my body was asleep but mentally, i was awake. at 4:30am i decided enough was enough. me, jordie, and georgia we're sleeping in the same bed and jordie also could not manage to fall asleep. we went upstairs to get a glass of water and discuss all the things that happened last night. i still felt so sick.

we then went back into bed and talked for about 45 minutes and were hysterically laughing about all the stupid shit that was said/done. i fell asleep and didn't wake up until about 10, we all enjoyed a peice of crazy bread and chocolate milk and then realized that ben and ryan had left. peace guys, thanks for saying bye! hahahha

jordie's mom dropped me off at home, i cleaned up a little bit, and then my mom picked me up to go to lunch at my grandparents house. we ate there, and i took a nap on their bed and then we went to cirque du soleil at around 4.

it was such an amazing show. the goal of the show was to feel "every human emotion." i definitly think they succeeded. i want to go to every cirque du soleil show that comes to vancouver. i also really want to go to the one called "LOVE", it's a beatles themed one. how fucking amazing is that?

after i decided to skip out on the fireworks tonight (considering none of my friends were going), and just went home. and now i'm in a skype call with dani and steph and have been since i arrived a la masion.

ALSO: i got invited to parmidas grad party...i'm sooo fucking excited. there's going to be a photobooth...how amazing is that? cannot wait. OKAY FINE I'M GONNA DRINK THAT NIGHT. BUT IT'S IN A WEEK. :)

i sound like an alcoholic..i swear i'm not.